Purrfectly Crazy

Sometimes I think I'm actually crazy. I don't mean the good kind, I mean the how the fuck did I end up this way kind of crazy. As you may have read before, I have anxiety disorder. Okay that's not quite a post explaining it, but it mentions it. So sue me. Ever since I was a little kid, I've had major problems with stress, anxiety disorder and panic disorder.

Even after being in therapy for years, and knowing that both anxiety disorder and panic disorder are both very common, I still feel batshit crazy. Like even above normal for other people that have these disorders. When I was a kid, I could never sleep over at any of my friend's houses. Pretty standard separation anxiety. When I grew up, it morphed into a whole sleuth of different problems and anxieties that I'm only just beginning to get a grip on.

My Sailor Came Home From Sea

My sailor's home! Still technically on leave, but she sailed her boat right back into my harbor last Friday. Yes, that is a euphemism. But also, she's home. Just makes me want to jump up and down and run around in the rain. Except it's freezing, so I might just go curl back into bed my warm bed with her...

Being Queer And Freaky Online

So as you may or may not know, the GF and I have been involved in the kink scene overseas in Devon in the United Kingdom and have recently put out our tendrils into the scene back at home, in Sydney. We're into many things, including bondage, impact play and a D/s dynamic (though we switch) but we are also really into playing with other people.

My girlfriend and I are non-monogamous. I hesitate to call us polyamorous, not only because neither of us identify as polyamorous but also because we will only play with other people together, and not separately. It's just not strictly monogamy. However, being a same sex female couple in the kink world is a little limiting. We encounter two main problems - guys idealizing us and but also more general problems in the kink community in general.

Happy Funday Sunday!

I feel like Funday Sunday has more a of a rhyme to it than Funday Friday, but then again, Funday Friday is more alliterate. I really cannot decide which one I prefer more.

Anyway, for this week's Funday, here was my present this weekend from my girlfriend... her present to me, my present to you...

Well I Can't Tell Anyone Else...

Holy shit. She resigned. She was just so sick of it, and the control they exert over your life. Of course she misses me too... because I'm just that awesome. But she resigned last Tuesday, totally out of the blue. I can't tell anyone yet because they ring you around and around and around like a washing machine before they let you go...

But she's seriously coming home. It's for realsies. Maybe one more week, maybe two more weeks max and I'll have my girl home beside me. Properly in my bed and my life again. I can't wait.

And I can guarantee a lot more adventures when she gets home... we have a few couples on the horizon that are interested in playing with us, and are hoping to get deeper into the kink lifestyle... so stay tuned, folks!